BEjunechallenge

19. How did you feel the moment you became a parent?

I had a mixed bag of feelings when I became a parent. Jack was born early and I was not prepared in the slightest.

Feelings ranged from love, fear, guilt, worry and a little bit of “hate”.
That one might shock you, but I suffered really bad post natal (undiagnosed for 9months) and I couldn’t understand where this feeling was coming from. This little bundle was supposed to bring me so much joy, yet I couldnt feel it 🙁
I can’t and will write another post on this.