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Lost

I feel so lost tonight. The Jackster is in bed sound asleep I might add, and Lee is away to Coventry for the week on a training course =(
This is going to be the longest we have been apart since the start of our relationship. I don’t like being home along without him, even more so now we have Jack. Stupid I know, but when you are used to having someone around 24/7 you do feel strange without them there. Ok so he called earlier but that just makes me feel worse as I want him to cuddle lol.

Spent most of the night playing Warcraft and wrapping presents and writing my Xmas cards to dish out to family and friends. I am not tired in the slightest though I know if I were to go to bed I would fall asleep. Got so much I want to do this week whilst Lee is away – and mum is even taking Jack Tuesday night through until Thursday afternoon for me to give me a break and a chance to catch up with stuff around the house. Im looking forward to the wee break from Jack but with Lee and Jack out of the house its going to be weird. But if it gives me a chance to have “me” time im sure I will manage ok.

Was going to have a cuppa tea but have ran out of Earl Gray =( not my night! Think I will just go to bed and read…..

Laters~X~

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30-something living in Scotland with her fiance Lee and 3 year old son Jack. Baby number 2 is due Dec 2012.
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4 thoughts on “Lost

  1. I am sure it’s awful for Lee to be away, especially now that you have a child. Just try to stay busy and he’ll be home before you know it! Enjoy the “me” time you are getting this week…I’ve heard you don’t get much of it once you become a mom!

  2. I know exactly what you mean. I could talk to Hubby while he’s at work, argue and be mad, then while waiting for him to get home, I miss him like crazy cuz he’s not there. Love is a strange thing my friend!

    Feel better though, enjoy your mommy break 🙂

  3. Awe hun, before you know it your baby – actually let me rephrase that BOTH YOUR BABIES (the adult and the child) will be back in your arms again hun…

    And it is always good to have some “ME” time…that is the best well give you time to catch up on your rest and spend some time on ya self…

    Have a good one hun!

    Bella Rose

  4. ahhh i hope that you are having a little bit of fun with your YOU time 🙂 i bet it would be so weird to be all alone especially overnight!

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