I feel so lost tonight. The Jackster is in bed sound asleep I might add, and Lee is away to Coventry for the week on a training course =(
This is going to be the longest we have been apart since the start of our relationship. I don’t like being home along without him, even more so now we have Jack. Stupid I know, but when you are used to having someone around 24/7 you do feel strange without them there. Ok so he called earlier but that just makes me feel worse as I want him to cuddle lol.

Spent most of the night playing Warcraft and wrapping presents and writing my Xmas cards to dish out to family and friends. I am not tired in the slightest though I know if I were to go to bed I would fall asleep. Got so much I want to do this week whilst Lee is away – and mum is even taking Jack Tuesday night through until Thursday afternoon for me to give me a break and a chance to catch up with stuff around the house. Im looking forward to the wee break from Jack but with Lee and Jack out of the house its going to be weird. But if it gives me a chance to have “me” time im sure I will manage ok.

Was going to have a cuppa tea but have ran out of Earl Gray =( not my night! Think I will just go to bed and read…..

Laters~X~